Out of the cocoon

I came from a world of love and trust
thrown into darkness, pain and disgust
Replacement, Adjustment, Jailbreak, Destruction and letting go.
I am not the same anymore
I am not sane anymore
I am not the one anymore

When I once met you I was fucked,
you made me whole and destroyed me again.
Now she is in my life though I never invited her in
She is not welcome in any way
I have no choice
I would gladly kick her out of any life
Dark thoughts of destruction

Reason - is not what I am going to be